Have you Ever...

Have you ever felt defeated, feels like a weight pulling you down? You try to get up but it pushes and is slowly suffocating you inside. You feel like there is no hope, you try to walk but it holds you, the defeat turns into pain, entering inside of you and taking refuge inside. You try everything to get rid of it but the more you fight the more its army marches in and takes control of you. You try to hit it head on so it rears you from all angles. The pain plays tug war with your soul pulling and pulling till you say. I GIVE UP.